Pain In Agony

Oyt!! Memandangkan PPSMI dah dimansuhkan(untuk tahun 2012) Penulis kali ini ingin menulis kembali dalam bahasa ibunda, Bahasa Malaysia.(tukar2 la.. borink kowt asyik orang puteh ja... ahha)

AMARAN!!: Post kali ini mungkin berbaur perkauman sedikit. Jika anda rasa anda ini jenis yang sensitif, terlalu 'narrow-minded' dan sukar menerima kritikan@kutukan, dinasihatkan agar segera menutup browser anda. Sebarang kemalangan(hati, jiwa etc) tidak akan ditanggung. :D

Baru hari selasa hari itu penulis pulang ke rumah setelah 5 hari berada di Lanai Kijang mengikuti kursus BNM. Sangat seronok rasanya setelah diberi peluang melihat dengan mata sendiri apa situasinya bekerja di BNM, perkongsian pengalaman dengan 'orang2 besar' BNM etc. Sangat seronok!!!

Kemudian, hari rabu pula penulis pulang ke MAKTAB RENDAH SAINS MARA TAIPING (weeee!!!!) untuk mengambil sijil SPM. Lucu rasanya melihat adik2 f4&f5 yang memakai baju bewarna biru itu. Semasa melalui PSP terbayang semula segala memori dan kenangan semasa diri penulis masih menuntut disana. Situasi pembelajaran di MRSM sememangnya telah banyak menyumbang dalam pembentukan cara belajar penulis. huhu..

Ok2.. cukup arr aku cuba menulis dengan skema. Tak kena. Tak masuk. Rasa janggal. Nak muntah.. haha.. erm.. berbalik kepada tajuk post kali neh.. KISAH 2 EKOR KETAM

Cerita ini diceritakan oleh ayah aku, beberapa hari setelah Dato Seri Najib mengumumkan biasiswa nasional. Ceritanya begini...

Ada seorang ah pek yang menjual ketam di pasar malam. ada macam2 jenis ketam yang dijual oleh ah pek itu. Boleh kata ada dekat 10 jenis la. Memang orang kampung kat situ pun panggil ah pek tu apek ketam. Die kira taukeh la. Kaya orangnya..

Berbalik pasal ketam. Seorang minah neh teringin la sesangat nak beli ketam. die pon bertanya la kat ahpek tu pasal harga ketam.

"apek, berapa harga ketam cokelat tu eh?"

"owh, yang tu murah ja.. rm5 sekilo."

Terkejut minah tu dengar. Apsal la murah sangat agaknya.. die pon mula 'suspicion' dengan ketam tu. Die tanya plak ketam laen.

"Yang kuning2 sket tu plak?"

"yang neh mahal. RM50 sekilo. Bukan ape, ketam ini arr, susah wo mau tangkap. Dia manyak pandai kasik larik punya.. Tengok saya pon kasik ikat sama dia. Tarak mahu dia lari punya wo.."

Barulah minah tu perasan ketam cokelat tadi diletak dalam besen besar sahaja tanpa diikat pon. Ketam kuning tu plak dah la diikat, diletak dalam besen besar siap berjaring lagi, takut lari. Minah neh dalam kecurigaan, terus meng'observe' ketam2 tadi. Ingin benar die mengetahui sebab sebenar perbezaan harga itu.

Setelah lama diperhati, barulah die faham.

Ketam cokelat tu, bila seekor dah nak lepas besen tu sebab panjat dengan gigih, seekor lagi akan tarik supaya yang mula2 tadi jatuh balik. Ketam cokelat neh, dengki. Bagi depa, kalo aku tak lepas, ko pon tak leh lepas. At the end, sekor pon tak leh lepas. so, tak perlu la nak tangkap n ikat2 ketam tadi.

Ketam kuning nih plak, walaupun dah diikat dengan tali, still depa masih dapat panjat lagi besen tadi. Sekor ketam akan cuba mengepit tali ketam yang seekor lagi, supaya 2-2 dapat lepas dari tali. Bila nak panjat pulak, sekor akan berada di bwah, dan tolak yang seekor lagi keluar. kerjasama itu ada. Ketam kuning ini plak sangat bijak. Depe sedar, kalo bwat keje sorang2 tak akan berjaya. So kalo cara A tak jadik, depa sentiasa ada cara B.

Sebnanya ketam2 neh tak da bezanya dengan perangai manusia. Ada satu kaum nieh kuat dengki, bila satu pihak berjaya, satu pihak laen mesti bersungguh2 menjatuhkan pihak yang berjaya tadi. Bukannya nak sama2 berjaya, tapi nak berjaya as in "aku berjaya, ngko tak!!" punya semangat. At the end, kaum neh, makin lama makin ketinggalan.
Ada satu kaum laen pulak, kuat gle 'kerjasama' depa, sampai seolah2 ada ja benda yang bleyh memajukan depa. Depa siap2 bwat 2 parti, tapi 2-2 parti bukan bertujuan berpecah belah. Tujuan nya nak pastikan supaya 2-2 pihak bekerja keras untuk kebaikan kaum. Korang tengok sendiri lah, pernah dengar tak MCA gaduh ngan DAP? tak!! baru2 neh kat kedah yang pasal runtuhkan ladang babi, DAP marah, MCA pun marah. Perjuangan depa sama, nak majukan parti. Bukan macam UMNO ngan PAS, saling menjatuhkan. OOooppsss... huhu..

So, korang dah nampak kan moral of da story? agak2 ketam cokelat tu kaum apa la yea? haha..

Have you ever felt very angry at someone that your head blew off? You feel like shouting thousands of swear words to that individual and feel like stabbing him/her multiple times with a rambo knife? Well, if and only if you have such emotions, you shall continue reading this, as it may contain some hazardous advice that may disrupt your well-balanced hormone atm.. ngeh3..

Ok, this is it.

you see, lately I've been thinking that why on Earth must human hate each other? I mean, we all are the same, and even in science we are classified under one huge name, homosapien . So what's the problem really?

Tell me, when you were still a small boy/girl, what did u feel when you saw an old man fell down? PITY right? you felt as if you want to help him in any way. Where has that 'PITHINESS' gone to? Tell me, was George W Bush did not go through a 'childhood'? Did he never being taught the importance of "loving human being"? Did he never being taught the magic of "PEACE"? If he did, who on this earth has delete them from his memory as he did'nt seem to know anything about the qualities mentioned above. Actually, the war between countries happen because there is no mutual agreement on sumthing. That makes both (or sumtimes multiple) countries to use weapons to decide the call. In order to discuss why such mutual agreement cannot exist, we shall examine the most basic concept of 'war' between human being. Its the fight, or in malay "gaduh" that even me myself sumtimes keep having. A human will 'hate' or even 'beat' another human mainly because there is no agreement reached btwn the two. And maybe this one side is very unhappy with the situation that he/she decided to take action. This is when the world peace is being threatened.

When you meet a small kid, (I mean younglings), ask them. What is their point of view about seeing people dying in war. some of them will straight away cry back to their parents, and the tougher and braver ones will still say that they don't like such things. But when the very same boy, a couple of years later, will not necessarily give the same respond. Why is that so? because, as we get older(an supposedly wiser) we tend to have different aims, wants and needs. Initially, a young kid will only know that he/she wanted to play and have fun. There are no aims that they must achieve. Nothing. That means, no pressure at all. No expectations(no parents would expect to get RM200 from a 5 year old boy monthly, right?). Nothing. That makes us not bonded to any responsibility, and at that time, it makes us feel very much happy. Thus, LESSON NUMBER ONE: When we are happy, no responsibility etc, we will try to make other people happy as well.

But what if we are angry? Say I hate this A***** person. How can I share happyness with him/her? Well, you see, happiness is sumthing that cannot be kept forever. When you are happy, you have to realise that the happiness will not last long. So, you need to make full use of it while its there. How to use it? Share it. Spread the happiness. When this happen, the other person, who is also happy will then spread his/her happy aura back, making everyone happy. BUT BE CAUTION!!! there is no one specific way in sharing your happiness. And believe me, by telling your success to another person, that is not what 'sharing means' in this context. You will just make the other person envy with your achievement, and as a result, he/she would like you to stop bragging. If he/she did'nt managed to tell you exactly that, and you on the other hand did not stop, a CONFLICT will occur. This will lead to a misunderstanding, which will later on cause hatred to be shared(just like happiness, hatred is the same thing. Cannot last, and share-able). When this happens, this is the point where the world peace will start to collapse.
LESSON NUMBER TWO: Share happiness, but be caution not to spread hatred. Both are infectious.


Let me make a very good point of what I'm trying to say above. You see, when someone who cause discomfort in your eyes come closer, there is always hatred over there. If you let that same feeling to be shared, then BOOM. someone might has his/her ass kicked. Just treat everyone, ANYONE, even those you hate so much with care and affection. This will make them happy, and thus they will share their happiness back to us. For example, I used to hate so much when my mother ask me to run an errand on sumthing, and that hatred feeling will flow all over my body that it started to spill over. As a result, I will do the task with a rather sour face and my mother will not be happy as well. It will be a loss-loss situation. But if I accept her request with smile, do it wholeheartedly, I will not feel burdened by the task. Instead, it will be like the most awaited adventure ever. She will be happy, and as a result, I will be rewarded(not necessarily larh.., but you see, when people appreciate our contribution, it will make us a lot happier) with some kind of gifts etc. A win-win situation. LESSON NUMBER THREE: swallow your hatred. Let Happiness rule your body.

LESSON NUMBER FOUR: A misunderstanding always end up with a solution. But there is two possible outcome. One, It is solved with mutual agreement, second, it is solved with one-sided selfish approach, that might cost the other side a fortune.

Though I might sound crazy, but in Economics, this thing is somehow not relevant. In Economics, the stress is commonly on EFFICIENCY, which for me is a really bad word. You see, in order to achieve efficient-level, people tend to do their best(which is good) but sometimes at other people's cost. There is no sharing when money come into discussion, There is no willingness to sacrifice when its about wealth. Its as simple as that. Even some economist describe efficiency as the state in which no one can be better-off without worsening other people's condition. (ref: Undecover Econ, Tim Harford) So, while we are in "rat-race and paper-chase" in becoming efficiency, we tend to forget all basic qualities that being taught when we were like 6. When we learn about the power of science in building flabbergasting techs, we only see it as a mean of lowering Marginal Efficiency Scale(MES) curve(ie AC curve). We see the frantic pace of nuclear development as a "route" to 'end' misunderstanding, so that the process of 'gaining' efficiency can be made faster. You see, sometimes, being efficient is not enough. Say that every single people in the world lost all their money to Bill Gates. He will be enormously rich. But everybody else is broke. Is that really is an ideal place to live? the answer is no. So, basically, we are all well-aware with the fact that we want to be as rich as possible, as powerful as a king etc. But remember, this is NOT a good thing in terms of preserving the "WORLD PEACE". As this can only be achieved when everyone share their happiness if not their fortune as well.

You know what? I've actually almost forget that I owned a blog. haha.. Too much holidays n relaxation seems to deter consciousness huh?haha..

Here, back in my hometown Teluk Intan, there is a new cinema. I'm going to watch Transformer II with Syouk n Ustaz Palie tmrrow.. Can't wait!!

Ok2, on a more serious note, lets discuss whats happening in our "beloved" 1Malaysia. Let see.. Can I continue writing in Malay please??

Biasiswa Nasional. Itulah antara tajuk utama muka depan UTUSAN hari ini. . Mula-mulanya, PM kita, Datuk Seri Najib cakap JPA akan 'open' biasiswa kepada pelajar yg benar2 layak. Pastu beliau cakap lagi, peruntukan banyak untuk SJKC. ada pulak berapa juta ntah untuk bina lagi puluhan SJKC. dan, yang paling tak tahan, ayat last dia, "...jangan sesekali lupa sumbangan kerajaan BN"..haha.. lawak la..

Orang kalau buat baik, jasa tak mintak orang lain ingat. Benda yg baik orang akan automatik ingat. tak pernah lagi aku ingat ada orang tolong makcik tua lintas jalan lepas tu cakap, "Mak cik, jangan sesekali lupa jasa saya tolong makcik nie tau!!".. bunyi cam tak ikhlas... tapi, macam apa yang pernah aku belajar dekat KYUEM, ikhlas itu adalah rahsia dalam rahsia. Tak ada sesiapa pon yang tahu, melainkan Allah SWT.

Ayah aku cakap, bila jadik perkara macam ini, habislah orang melayu. Sekarang orang cina susah nak dapat biasiswa. Tapi still ramai yang kaya raya. Sebab depa ada banyak duit. dan sebab depa SANGAT RAJIN. nanti bila orang melayu tak dapat biasiswa dah, habes la. bdk2 melayu yang PEMALAS, HOPELESS akan merempit sini sana. nak cari duit 'halal' katakan..
Pekerjaan @ profession yg 'berkelas tinggi' akan jadi tempat orang cina sahaja. Tengok Teluk Intan sudah. Orang kaya2 yang selalu wat 'Investment' yang ada kilang sini sana, suma orang cina. depa nak kasik barang laku, guna nama orang melayu. dapat komisen bumiputera lagi. tapi untung, suma cina yang punya. tengok dekat Sitiawan. Lim Kong Ding. sapa tak knal? Yu Neh Huat. Sapa tak knal? habes suma tanah dekat sana depa majukan jadik kawasan perumahan. Yang 'bijak' nya, kalau dulu Kerajaan kasik tanah pajak 99 tahun, depa jual kat cina (sebab harga mahal2 mana orang melayu mampu) depa kasik pajak 999tahun. habes anak cucu melayu tak da tanah.

Itu apa yang ayah aku cakap. Aku?

Biasiswa neh benda yang baik. guna untuk bantu orang melanjutkan pelajaran. Aku tak kisah bangsa mana. yang penting orang itu layak. Layak kat sini bermaksud 'deserved' in terms of qualification, ie keputusan yang memberangsangkan, perangai yang baik(supaya tahu menghargai), dan yang paling penting TIDAK MAMPU MASUK U DENGAN DUIT SDR. kalau orang kampung, duit tak da, ayah ngan mak keja sawah je, anak sulung, adek beradek ada 20 orang, mana nak masuk u sdr? nie la guna biasiswa.

Bak kata pepatah, "the strong survives the weak dies". sama la. Bangsa mana yang lemah, Goodbye la. skrang dunia 'persaingan', its a FLAT world, bak kat pakar ekonomi Thomas L. Friedman dalam bukunya "the world is FLAT". its all come down to competition. Winners will benefit, losers will incure losses. That is the rule of the world. kalo tak nak kalah, wake up. Gosok gigi pastu tengok cermin. Where do you stand in this world?

Tapi aku pon sebnanya tak brapa sokong ngan tindakan Najib neh. Sebab orang cina rata-ratanya kaya maya belaka. Orang melayu neh ha yang miskin tapi sombong, kedekut, gosip kuat(tetibe je..) macam2. Saket kepala baca. Aku kadang2 rasa orang terlalu obses ngan kaum la. Sape sroh? kita dok m'sia, multiracial. kita kena 'behave' macam tu. ntah la..

Islam ajar kita untuk perjuangkan agama, bukan kaum(sebnanya bukan nasionalisme jugak).
Tapi aku personally rasa tak salah kalau kita perjuangkan agama dan negara pada masa yang sama sebab kalau kita 'push' agama ja, orang non-muslim susah arr nak sama-sama serentak seirama. Ntah la..

Anyway, aku sekarang nie tengah layan citer 'Chuck'. Llagi best dari layan citer M'sia. haha..

It was dark that night. The wind blows in a perpetual manner that it seems all the trees are waving without end. It was freezing, to say the very least, that ink-dark night.

A man, noble and pious, was performing du'a, praying for Allah to grant his wishes. He lived in a small hut, barely equipped with floors and walls. And as expected, Abba, was in dead-cold condition. He was hoping for some heat, and possibly a fireplace, to warm his shaking body.

Another man, filled with greed and hatred, was standing miles away in his 5-inch-thick coat. He was very much comfortable, with his luxury possessions, and can be simply described as anything but the poor Abba. He was having trouble sleeping that night, despite his wealthy belongings was keeping him warm and safe in the blazing and freezing night. He stared outside, and suddently felt that he wanted to demonstrate his 'power' to Abba, that he decided to go to Abba's hut. He brought along his gas-lamp.

Abba was still praying at that time. he eavesdrop Abba's prayer, and heard,
" O' Allah the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. You are the Lord of all man, and You are the Most Powerful of all. Grant me heat, as I am freezing without Your help, grant me light, as I am in darkness without Your light. "

The rich man suddenly thought about an idea. He wanted to give this poor Abba 'light' and 'heat', and would like to see Abba's reaction. He quietly put his gas-lamp infront of Abba's door and knock the door many times. He then hid behind a huge rock.

Abba: Alhamdulillah, Allah, You have granted my wishes by giving me this gas-lamp. Now I can burn my logs and start a fireplace. Allahuakbar! Alhamdulillah.

Rich Man: Wait a minute you poor little brat! there is NO ALLAH's HELP! that lamp was mine. I purposedly put it in front of you door! not Allah. you should thank me, not Him. Even I was listening to your prayer, He did'nt. Can't you see? Allah is NOT LISTENING TO YOUR PRAYER!

Abba:(shocked with the rich man's statement, while burning some sticks and logs)Oh, my.. I'm sorry, I did'nt notice you were there. Thank you for your help, Alhamdulillah, Allah answers my prayer. Here you go, your gas-lamp. I can't thank you enough for your kindness, may Allah repay you for your deeds.

Rich man: Are you deaft or something? I said I was the one giving you the lamp. Not Allah. Why must you thank him? He's not even listening to your prayers let alone aswering them!

Abba: I'm sorry, but I think you are not blind.

Rich man: What!!! you ungrateful little pest!

Abba: I mean, you are not blind but you did'nt see clearly. It was Allah who sent you here to give me this help. If it was'nt because of Him, you might have been asleep or something, but he wanted to answer my prayers, via you. you come here and lend me a help. But it was Him that at the very first place puts into your heart to initiate you to come here and help me. Allah's the one that make all things work, Allah is the most gracious, the Most merciful. Lord of the Judgement Day, Lord of the Earth and Sky, Heaven and Hell. He's the one that have been putting everything into place. Right?

Rich man: (embarrased) Owh.. I see what you mean.. I'm sorry..



The moral of the story, remember, everything happens because Allah wanted it to happen. Beyond our understanding, Allah knows better. He has put things into order, that we should be very grateful of. That's why we should say "alhamdulillah'' for frequently, because Allah's rahmah was way beyond any borders. Alhamdulillah.

Hye there!~ Peace be upon you~

Atm, I still have 4 papers to go. Can't wait to finish them all, so that I can enjoy my holidays!
Before I continue with my holiday plans, I think I should include a few "highlights" from the past two weeks.
Lets start with the "good things" first shall we?

Ok, the first good thing must be the Chemistry Practical and Further Pure. Alhamdulillah, I felt very comfortable after both of these papers. Hopefully the result will be as good as my feelings. :)

Then, there was my old friend, back from primary school(SKRPM) called me. {well, literally I called her, but she's the one asking me to do so} She and a few other old classmates( 5/6 R) was there, celebrating teachers day. I missed my teachers!! huhu..

Oh, ya, btw, I felt very much energetic last week. It was the first ever time I go out and sports( I played Basketball, football, pingpong, and I even tried my hands(well, it should be my legs) on jogging. I felt so happy, and relaxed as well.

Ok, now the bad things. I did mention about Newcaslte Utd being underthreat of relegation did'nt I? well, its no longer a nightmare, it is the plain truth. As Al said during the post-match interview, "the table did'nt lie. We deserved to be relegated". It was so heartbreaking the swallow the fact that The Magpies are no longer in the EPL. then who's going to be the most fanatic and fantastic fans in PL now? haisyh..

Then, It was Mike Ashley, who couldnt help himself seeing the geordie nation in massive pain, added salt to the wound. He announced that Newcaslt will again be put on sale. There you go, the big "STABILITY" word that came out of his very own mouth does'nt seem to be what he's looking for eh?

Then, on tuesday, it was the Applied Maths. I have to say, IT'S really hard!! well, I don't really know what I should do, I think I missed out about 20 marks or so.. huhu.. Looks like I'm going to be mightily nervous comes August(or was it June when the result being announced?) owh..

I think that's all the 'big' events I've gone trough this two weeks.. Hrm.. About my future plans for the holidays.. lets see...

-I wanted to go back to my secondary school~MRSM taiping~ to collect my SPM certificate. I heard the "pesta debat" is also fast approaching. If possible, It would be very nice to observe as well.

-I got BNM's Pre-Departure Camp.. Its on 26th of June.. 4 days at Lanai Kijang.. Well, its not so bad is'nt it?

-Then I also got BTN.. the date has yet to be confirmed.

-I want to learn cooking! I definitely gonna miss M'sians food.. better learn how to cook my fav dish~Gulai lemak Paku+Ayam Masak Merah~ quickly.. Hrmn... Rendang Dinding must be on the schedule as well, and then there's Kari Ikan Kayu, bla, bla, bla... Er.. can I just bring my mother as well? hee

-I have'nt got my driving license.. so far I just used my mother's scooter without having a driving license.. It's wrong I know, but what do you expect?

-Then, I really need to strengthen my understanding in Islam. I'm quite sure there's a hell lot of obstacles out there. A wise man once said, "sediakan payung sebelum hujan!!"

-I promised my self to 'khatam' Al-Quran at least once more before I depart. Hopefull I'll finish it as well...

Hey, wait a minute.. Its not as if its 'certain' that i'm going to UCL anyway! Well, I don't think its wrong to prepare things right? haha..

Its been quite a while since I last wrote here. Well, you see, I'm having 7 papers this coming 2 weeks. I need to put a lot of efforts in order to achieve what I want. I just want to update on a few things. First stop, the light things.

I hate to say this, but it seems Newcastle very much are in great danger of being relegated after losing to Fulham(a match where I sincerely think Newcastle was the better side, deserving all 3 points). I can't ever remember when was the time when we were in such pain, just imagine, being relegated with just one point short. The last time I remember such things happen was in 2004 I think, when Graeme Souness was in charge when Newcastle finish 5th, with a mere 2 points from Champions League. The next two season, fans surrounded St. James' Park, forcing Souness to quit the job. Ironically, it was the next 5 year when we are actually fighting relegation. How's that for a heartbreaker? from 5th to 18th in just 5 years? I bet the man behind this sabotage must be very proud of himself, destroying a proud club in a very-very short time. Impressive. Just to be a little less pessimist, next up is Aston Villa. Our last chance to avoid being the next Leeds if you know what I mean. Lets just pray miracle do exist. :)

Secondly, just yesterday night, after USRAH (title "banyak seperti buih"), my PetFamily were having a somesort of small birthday party. Frankily, I was actually against doing it at the first, (considering all of us in the family were very much not closed) but considering it could be the last time we are going to be together, I resist my will. We celebrated Aliya,Syawal, and Hadith 's birthday. Ili was the man(or should I say the wo-man) behind all these. We ate cakes, pizzas, Icecream and much more. I was actually bloated yesterday,(and quite sleepy too, I slept at 2.00am, far from my usual night routine).

Next up is this whole week. I have to admit, these few weeks, I have become somebody who I hardly know. I act differently, I behave differently, I do things that I don't normally did, and I regret doing all of it. I have to say, my path had deviated too far from its initial line. I guess I was just under enormous pressure that had forced me to "evolve" and be a different person. I, as usual, a hot-tempered person, being relentless most of the time, had a very difficult decisions to make the last few weeks. But after going through it now, I can see all the mistakes that I've made back then. I realise, when we fell, we always wanted to comeback stronger. we wanted to fly higher. But that does not mean we have to fly differently, that we might even fall subsequently and hurt our wings that we cannot fly again. Get what I mean?


Don't change who you are. But change what you want to be, what drives you forward. You are gifted. Everyone is. So don't try to reminisce other, as you are unique on your own,
YOU COMPLETE THE WORLD.

Remember MYC? "begin with the end in mind". That should drive you the right way.

Yay! Just now, around 8.00 pm, my father arrived to take me home. I felt so happy that I can actually spend tonight(and the next two night) at home, weee..

Actually, I went back because I needed to. I had an appointment with my doctor to check my disease.. Hopefully I'll be fine..

That's not really what I wanted to write this time.. I don't feel like writing a hell lot bout Perak either, as I felt its just a waste of time and space. Well, you see, earlier this week, Nizar had won the trial, and was clarified as the MB of Perak. But the next day, BN proposed to some sort of delay the decision, and ask the court to re-evaluate their decision. Thus, as I said previously, unless one side surrender, the mess will go on further, and we, the public are the one who'll suffer. You see, if I'm not mistaken, the MB issue had been the trumpet in Perak for about 2 months now(i think..hee..) and during this period of time, the state of confidence in the gov. had been stripped off day after day. Atm, I hate to say this, but i honestly think this is the worst-ever embarrassing situation recorded in the history of Malaysia, and maybe even mankind, for that purpose. Who knows, one day, it'll be recorded in SPM history textbook, and our sons and daughters are going to laugh learning the past. They'll say, "daddy, why is it people in that generation so dumb and funny?". So, I think all of us better think of an answer now, or else we'll be embarrassed by our own child..

Btw, as I said, that's not really what I wanted to write. I wanted to say
HOWAY THE LADS~
yep, the magpies are soaring high again(well, not really high, but escaping the relegation will still be considered to be satisfactory you see) next up, against Fulham. really hope the likes of lovenkrands martins nolan and co will step up the plate again. huhu..


Nyway, A-level exam is just around the corner(for some, it had already started!) but this does not stop the over-energized kyuemians to celebrate TEACHER'S day! there were lots of interesting and fantastic spectacles on show, but then again, I really think some of them was a little bit too much. Now again, I'm nobody to say anything.. The vid. presentation was really sweet, but some singing(hard-metal ones you see) certainly was'nt my cup of coffee... Then there some other events, which, doesnt really interest me... well, the "are you smarter than an A-level student" part was quite fabulous though.. haha.. Only that the questions asked to Zat n Rashdan was very-very hard, if not we would have won it..hee..

In this particular chance, I would like to honour some of my beloved teachers..

;Miss Sheila
;Miss Chan
;Miss Ng(kindergarden teachers)

Pn Latipah(stdrd one teacher, Maths, English)
Pn. Aminah(BM teacher, std 1)
Pn Junaidah(BM teacher, stdrd 2,3)
Pn Jemiah(maths teacher, std 5.. I remember hurting her heart once.. sorry again..)
Pn A'isyah(islamic study teacher, std 2,3, arab teacher 5,6)
En. Saad(islamic teacher, std 5,6)
En. Salleh,(maths teacher std 2,3)
En. Jefri(KH teacher, 5,6)
Pn. Rokiah(maths teacher, std 6)
En. Azman(english teacher, std 2,3)
Pn. Marhani(english teacher, 5,6)
Pn. Aishah(BM, KT teacher, 5,6)

Pn. Nazliah(maths teacher, form 1,2,3.. can't imagine my life if you were'nt there! thanks a lot!)
Pn. Nik Sobariah(maths teacher, form 3)
Pn. Suriani(geography teacher, form 3)
En. Pauzi(geography teacher, form 1,2)
En. Rahamaat(History teacher, form 1,2)
Pn. Roslaini(BM teacher, form 1)
Pn. Umi Kalsom(BM teacher form 2,3, also Taught me DEBAT)
Pn. Fazliaty(english teacher, form 1,2,3)
Sir Khairil(science teacher, form 3)
Pn. Khadijah(science teacher, form 1,2)
En. ISA(KH teacher, 1,2,3. I miss you sooo much...)
Pn. Nafsiah(History teacher, form 3)
Ustaz Faiz, (arab teacher, 1,2,3)
Ustazah aminah(islamic teacher, form1,2)
Ustaz Syed Basir(islamic teacher, form 3)

En. Yusof(BM teacher, form 4,5)
En. Abdullah(DEBAT)
En. Hairulzam(chem teacher, form 4,5)
Teacher Farah(english teacher, form 5)
Teacher Chan Kum Leen(english teacher, form 4)
PN. salwa(mod&add maths teacher, form 4,5..I'll never forget your contribution!!thanks a lot!!)
Pn. Rohani(bio teacher, form 4,5)
Pn. Juliati,(physics teacher, form 4,5)
Ustazah noraminah(islamic, form 4)
Ustazah monaliza(islamic, form 5)
En. Azlin, (history teacher, form 4)
Pn. Suhana(history teacher, form 5)
Pn. Nor Bita(EST teacher, form 4,5)


Dr. Jamal Krouser Bano, (pure maths, Further PM)
Mr. Colin Dant, (Mechs, Stats, Further AM)
Miss Shree(chem)
Mr. Graham Hanson(Chem)
Miss Noor Zaihan(Economics)
Ustaz Malikie(Islamic)
Pn. Halijah(MS)
Madame Madeline Rosario(IELTS)
Mr. Ian Boler(ICT)

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!!